Monday, May 21, 2012

You headed off to college at the end of that summer
And we lost touch
I guess I didn't realize even at the moment we lost so much
I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself wondering where you are
For me you'll always be eighteen and beautiful
And dancing away with my heart

Psychic

I had a good talk with a wise women the other day,
She had many words of advice that I had never thought of,
Alice was her name.

She could read cards,
The cards she read held my most inner emotions, things I didn't even realize until they were pointed out,
Alice spoke to my heart,
She brought me to tears with her acuracy and revelations about myself,
Guidence and clearity was what I gained from it,
When I walked away from her quaint little store I felt revitilzed,
I have not felt that free in a long time,
Like she helped absorb some of the pain,
Like she took some of the stress,
All I know is that since then,
I have a new outlook on my life.

blurb

now that my future has been decided for the far,
i am no longer sure it is what i want.

how am i supposed to know what i want in 30 years from now,
people say high school isn't stressful, that is not true.

who knows what i am supposed to do with my life or who i am supposed to be.